music notes yellowed sheet music
grief, music

Uncaging the Elephant

It was a new single 
but hearing it brought me back
to seeing them perform live
two summers ago

That made me think of the song
I wanted to share with my dad
because it sounded like guitar-driven neatly sewn together 60s -
but could never remember the name
when the time came

Now I’m thinking about how the time has gone
And just as I’m slipping into melancholy
the disc shifts to Paul Simon
As it always does when I’m driving and thinking of Dad

The joy felt by me and Julio down by the schoolyard
is drenched by the downpour
and the demise of Glen Hansard
as he sings to his babe in arms atop an Irish mount

Forward and back
Side to side
A web of associations and feelings
All attached to notes floating in the ether
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Louis Jordan
music

Sticking to the Fringes

My eight year old daughter likes the stations on the edges of satellite radio.

You know the stations at the far end of your presets that you chose, with music you like, but not the stuff you listen to all the time. The ones you usually land on when the regulars don’t have any good options.

It has become part of our morning routine for her to seek one of these out.

First, there was the affinity for the channel playing downtempo electronic and deep house. Maybe she wanted to start off her days in a relaxing way. Maybe she just needs more chill in her life.

Then there was a brief stint with Smokey Robinson’s emceed soul station.

She was bummed when they replaced 40s Junction with holiday favorites, but her jazz and standards came back.

Which leaves me in the car, after she climbs the steps onto the bus, listening to Buddy Clark and the Andrews Sisters, orchestral early Sinatra, Bing Crosby and Louis Jordan. (I am actually excited at how much Louis Jordan there is)

Some of it didn’t age well. Misguided lyrics or culturally inappropriate band names.

All of it speaks to the atmosphere of the time.

The yearning to be reunited with loved ones after the war. The desire to forget all worries in a night of dancing on the town. The hope that the one you love will return your affection.

The lyrics tell a story or hint at one just beyond the notes. Like the “great big mouse eating an onion and crying like a baby” that gave us pause in The Three Flames’ version of “Open the Door, Richard” – absurdity that’s just perfect for an eight year old’s imagination. And made me deep dive into the background of the black vaudeville skit which gave birth to the song.

It makes me dream of the dance halls of my grandmother’s youth. It makes me wonder about the artists of color who were forced to compromise their craft for crowd recognition. It makes me long for a time when the music was bigger than the artist.

What will our songs say about us?

We can only hope that eight year olds keep sticking to the fringes.

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