anxiety

Off the Grid

The irony of

one post about the beauty of staring into the fire

and the next

about not staring but rushing around willy-nilly

does not escape me.

Of life-giving warmth

giving meditative bliss and salve

being ignored for

frantic prepping and sapping of adrenaline that may be needed in actual emergency.

I get it.

My analytic mind senses the conundrum.

My overly expectant self wallows in the defeat of two house-bound days devoid of relaxation.

Though my electrical panel never lost power, I did.

The ability to worry is the only sort of control I have.

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5 thoughts on “Off the Grid

  1. Little Mighty says:

    It sounds like your circuits may have been overloaded. Try to replenish and regain with some positive and self-nurturing energy. Tap into some me-time with a nice hot tub with a “Calgon take me away” moment when the little ones have gone to bed.

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