Basmati rice, saffron
Persimmon, metallic gold
Lotus flowers, tumeric
Paprika, paprikash, lentil soup.
Mango lassi for dinner on an open air veranda
Honey, ginger, Come closer, Naan
Fiery balanced by the sublime
Basmati rice, saffron
Persimmon, metallic gold
Lotus flowers, tumeric
Paprika, paprikash, lentil soup.
Mango lassi for dinner on an open air veranda
Honey, ginger, Come closer, Naan
Fiery balanced by the sublime
Do you have to go away to realize where home is?
Do you have to go where it’s loud to discover quiet?
Do you have to ask questions to realize there are no answers?
Do you have to mentally and verbally vomit to free your mind and start fresh, to get any sort of meaning, clarity, peace?
Do you have to hear the tiny squeak of baby birds or the squall of a newborn to remember that life is fragile and once was new and precious?
You don’t have to do anything.
There’s that thing described so simply as free will, but which so complexly screws up life.
But if you want to –
If you realize you need to –
Life is infinitely better.
Give a kid a bucket,
there’s no telling what he’ll do.
Bucket head, valiant helmet, Frankenstein’s twin.
Collector of pine cones, fancy purse.
Keeper of dreams and special things,
mudpie mixer, sandcastle constructor.
Fill it, empty it, and fill it again.
Knock it over and shrill with glee.
Bend the handle to breaking,
come back from the brink.
Much more alluring when empty,
Filled to capacity with nothing at all
and everything all at once.
Is it a bad omen that I keep thinking about this poem since I wrote about chainsaws? Or is it all the warnings I’ve since received? Do not fret; safety will be first, people!
by Robert Frost
The buzz-saw snarled and rattled in the yard
And made dust and dropped stove-length sticks of wood,
Sweet-scented stuff when the breeze drew across it.
And from there those that lifted eyes could count
Five mountain ranges one behind the other
Under the sunset far into Vermont.
And the saw snarled and rattled, snarled and rattled,
As it ran light, or had to bear a load.
And nothing happened: day was all but done.
Call it a day, I wish they might have said
To please the boy by giving him the half hour
That a boy counts so much when saved from work.
His sister stood beside them in her apron
To tell them “Supper.” At the word, the saw,
As if to prove saws knew what supper meant,
Leaped out at the boy’s hand, or seemed to leap—
He must have given the hand. However it was,
Neither refused the meeting. But the hand!
The boy’s first outcry was a rueful laugh,
As he swung toward them holding up the hand
Half in appeal, but half as if to keep
The life from spilling. Then the boy saw all—
Since he was old enough to know, big boy
Doing a man’s work, though a child at heart—
He saw all spoiled. “Don’t let him cut my hand off—
The doctor, when he comes. Don’t let him, sister!”
So. But the hand was gone already.
The doctor put him in the dark of ether.
He lay and puffed his lips out with his breath.
And then—the watcher at his pulse took fright.
No one believed. They listened at his heart.
Little—less—nothing!—and that ended it.
No more to build on there. And they, since they
Were not the one dead, turned to their affairs.
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Secrets are only dangerous if you keep them.
Shameful until they are aired.
A counterintuitive twist of fate,
relinquishing them releases you from their grip.
But what of those that belong to the collective –
Not just yours to share.
Do you bind yourself to others in your freedom?
A guilty conscience from your gushing?
How does one get free when he is beholden to others?
There is beauty in agony.
The angle of the fading sun spotlighting horses on a hill
The absence of pain between excruciating contractions
The way the air is sucked out of the room as the ailing takes her last breath
The chances, possibilities
no reason to take risks,
Only a stasis that lured us into settling.
There is no proverbial gain without the pain.
Acute, clarifying, sharp —
We never want it, but would stay the same without it.
A round face filling the angular doorframe
Which should be empty at this time of morning
The five elements releasing the flow of tears
A field mouse frozen to the driveway,
its tail nudged by my toe
A frantic whoop
An anguished cry
I won’t pick you up
Brush off the snow and move on
How quickly we forget the culture of death that pervades our lives.
Until we are surprised again.
Head vs. heart
Exhaustion vs. anxious energy
Joy vs. misery
Difficult situations rolling like water from a duck’s back; simple acts eliciting freak-outs
Distraction/perseveration
Longing, lacking,
cup overflowing
Confusion, crystalline pain
The grounding grasp of tiny clasp,
The constricting clutch of oh-so-much
Synergy, synthesis, integration – somewhere out in the ether.
I’m dying to meet Her.
The country road I drove down this morning looked magical.
A feathered path down its middle where the few cars had passed.
A vortex of flakes pulling me through the windshield.
Boulders, trees, leaves touched by a light dusting.
The magic messed with by industrial orange dump trucks spewing their salt,
but reemerging in a parking lot, of all places.
A perfectly formed star pulled from the sky and placed on the fleece forest of my glove.
Another and another.
In relief against the black rubber strip of my car,
the honey colored curls of my daughter,
the harsh, manipulative world we live in.
A tiny reminder of
the awesome, wondrously made world we sometimes forget we live in.