Poetry

A Night in India

Basmati rice, saffron

Persimmon, metallic gold

Lotus flowers, tumeric

Paprika, paprikash, lentil soup.

Mango lassi for dinner                                                                                                                                                         on an open air veranda

Honey, ginger,                                                                                                                                                                   Come closer, Naan

Fiery balanced by the sublime

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Living

Have To

Do you have to go away to realize where home is?
Do you have to go where it’s loud to discover quiet?
Do you have to ask questions to realize there are no answers?

Do you have to mentally and verbally vomit to free your mind and start fresh,                                                  to get any sort of meaning,                                                                                                                                      clarity,                                                                                                                                                                               peace?

Do you have to hear the tiny squeak of baby birds or the squall of a newborn to remember that life is fragile and once was new and precious?

You don’t have to do anything.

There’s that thing described so simply as free will, but which so complexly screws up life.

But if you want to –

If you realize you need to –

Life is infinitely better.

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Children, Poetry

Give a Kid a Bucket

Give a kid a bucket,

there’s no telling what he’ll do.

Bucket head, valiant helmet, Frankenstein’s twin.

Collector of pine cones, fancy purse.

Keeper of dreams and special things,

mudpie mixer, sandcastle constructor.

 

Fill it, empty it, and fill it again.

Knock it over and shrill with glee.

Bend the handle to breaking,

come back from the brink.

 

Much more alluring when empty,

Filled to capacity with nothing at all

and everything all at once.

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Living, Poetry

Out with the Omens

Is it a bad omen that I keep thinking about this poem since I wrote about chainsaws?  Or is it all the warnings I’ve since received?  Do not fret; safety will be first, people!

“Out, Out—”

by Robert Frost

The buzz-saw snarled and rattled in the yard
And made dust and dropped stove-length sticks of wood,
Sweet-scented stuff when the breeze drew across it.
And from there those that lifted eyes could count
Five mountain ranges one behind the other
Under the sunset far into Vermont.
And the saw snarled and rattled, snarled and rattled,
As it ran light, or had to bear a load.
And nothing happened: day was all but done.
Call it a day, I wish they might have said
To please the boy by giving him the half hour
That a boy counts so much when saved from work.
His sister stood beside them in her apron
To tell them “Supper.” At the word, the saw,
As if to prove saws knew what supper meant,
Leaped out at the boy’s hand, or seemed to leap—
He must have given the hand. However it was,
Neither refused the meeting. But the hand!
The boy’s first outcry was a rueful laugh,
As he swung toward them holding up the hand
Half in appeal, but half as if to keep
The life from spilling. Then the boy saw all—
Since he was old enough to know, big boy
Doing a man’s work, though a child at heart—
He saw all spoiled. “Don’t let him cut my hand off—
The doctor, when he comes. Don’t let him, sister!”
So. But the hand was gone already.
The doctor put him in the dark of ether.
He lay and puffed his lips out with his breath.
And then—the watcher at his pulse took fright.
No one believed. They listened at his heart.
Little—less—nothing!—and that ended it.
No more to build on there. And they, since they
Were not the one dead, turned to their affairs.

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Identity, Living, Poetry

Secrets

Secrets are only dangerous if you keep them.

Shameful until they are aired.

A counterintuitive twist of fate,

relinquishing them releases you from their grip.

But what of those that belong to the collective –

Not just yours to share.

Do you bind yourself to others in your freedom?

A guilty conscience from your gushing?

How does one get free when he is beholden to others?

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Living, Poetry

Agony in the Garden of Life

There is beauty in agony.

The angle of the fading sun spotlighting horses on a hill

The absence of pain between excruciating contractions

The way the air is sucked out of the room as the ailing takes her last breath

The chances, possibilities

      that never existed when there was no pain,

      no reason to take risks,

      Only a stasis that lured us into settling.

    There is no proverbial gain without the pain.

    Acute, clarifying, sharp —

      We never want it, but would stay the same without it.

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    Living, Poetry

    Surprises

    A round face filling the angular doorframe
    Which should be empty at this time of morning

    The five elements releasing the flow of tears

    A field mouse frozen to the driveway,
    its tail nudged by my toe

    A frantic whoop

    An anguished cry

    I won’t pick you up
    Brush off the snow and move on

    How quickly we forget the culture of death that pervades our lives.

    Until we are surprised again.

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    Identity, Poetry

    Disconnect

    Head vs. heart

    Exhaustion vs. anxious energy

    Joy vs. misery

    Difficult situations rolling like water from a duck’s back; simple acts eliciting freak-outs

    Distraction/perseveration

    Longing, lacking,

    cup overflowing

    Confusion, crystalline pain

    The grounding grasp of tiny clasp,

    The constricting clutch of oh-so-much

     

    Synergy, synthesis, integration – somewhere out in the ether.

    I’m dying to meet Her.

    disconnect

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    Living, Poetry, Spirituality, Writing

    Crystalline

    The country road I drove down this morning looked magical.

    A feathered path down its middle where the few cars had passed.

    A vortex of flakes pulling me through the windshield.

    Boulders, trees, leaves touched by a light dusting.

    The magic messed with by industrial orange dump trucks spewing their salt,

    but reemerging in a parking lot, of all places.

    A perfectly formed star pulled from the sky and placed on the fleece forest of my glove.

    Another and another.

    In relief against the black rubber strip of my car,snowflakes

    the honey colored curls of my daughter,

    the harsh, manipulative world we live in.

    A tiny reminder of

    the awesome, wondrously made world we sometimes forget we live in.

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