I wrote a poem about loss.
No one died, but all around me there was empty space with the possibility.
When we worry, when the unknowns build into an ugly catastrophe
it’s easy to be overwhelmed by the gravity of it all.
In the stark cavity created by the spidery black legs of a thinly padded plastic chair and the expanse of institutional white tile below
sat the plastic bag
holding the physical items that tied personality to my baby
The ones she doffed for an anonymous starched gown
that dwarfed her inside
all of the unknown
While I sat staring at the obscenely transparent plastic holding but a small part of her.